It wasn’t the best year writing-wise. Eight new stories, one of which was flash and four were “hint fiction”. Two stories from 2008 were edited repeatedly and eventually submitted, both to Writers of the Future. Fifteen submissions, thirteen rejections, and one rewrite request. If my Duotope statistics are accurate, nine were personal rejections (one from a pro market).
Could be worse. 2010 will be much better, though.
[Crossposted from Adam Israel. If you'd like to comment, you can do so either here or there.]
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I’ve been playing the hell out of Assassin’s Creed 2 the last few days during my company’s winter vacation. I mean, when I say I have been playing the hell out of this game, that I have collected all the feathers, collected every item, won every race, fulfilled every assassination contract, beat someone up in every beat-up event, and delivered a lot of pointless mail for people. I may not get all the treasures but we’ll see how long it takes to clear out a city before the final assault on my enemies. This game is a fun game. I enjoy the hell out of it.
Yet, I also see the limitations of technology as a narrative form with this game.

AC2 is all about the AI and the level-design. This is the strength and weakness of the game as a story. The shiny polish of the design team is in every ornate crevice, every carefully plotted AI node for fleeing people who run screaming from you, and in the actions of guards who hunt you in hay bales and rooftops. The game is beautiful, down to the delicate cracks in stones that let you, as Ezio, clamber around the rooftops of beautiful Italian cities.
The beauty is also practical. Every detail integrates with gameplay. The cracks are ladders. The buildings are a giant set of monkey bars for the player to clamber around. The people on the street are obstacles or hiding places, if they aren’t hunting you.
As a narrative form, as much as I enjoy running over the rooftops to slash some poor archer in the throat for getting in my way, and as much as I enjoy vertical gameplay up the side of buildings to look-out points that reveal my map locations, there is one thing missing from this highly-polished, highly-enjoyable game.
Unpredictability.
I can visually look out at the map, and figure out exactly what the behavior and properties of every person on the street, every wall, every obstacle. As a narrative form, the game will never surprise me once I’ve learned the mechanics. I travel from cut scene to cut scene, fed the golden pellet of fun and success, never surprised after the first hour of gameplay when all the mechanics are revealed to me.
In contrast, in every book of political intrigue, like, for instance, The Lions of Al-Rassan by Guy Gavriel Kay, the intrigue reaches a baroque fugue of surprises and unexpected shifts. When I was reading The Lions of Al-Rassan (I’ll mention something from the beginning so as not to spoil too much) I’ll never forget the men walking through the door to the party, who are suddenly beheaded by the executioner just beyond the doorway. From the very beginning of the book, surprising twists arise out of the unpredictability of human nature, and by the way different independent actors struggle around each other’s goals.

In Assassin’s Creed 2, I never get that feeling that my enemies – these solid-state AI robots – are capable of genuine guile. I am the only independent actor. I am the only character capable of thinking with more complexity than a solid state machine. Despite the polish of the game, and the many pleasures of it, the narrative is hollow. The twists are telegraphed well in advance. No matter where I go in the world, it isn’t a place so much as a playground. I can stab everything. I can climb everything. I move from cut scene to cut scene, collecting feathers and treasures. I feel no deep connection to the world around me because after the first hour of game play, there is very little left to surprise me.
Video games are not quite up to the level of intrigue as a Guy Gavriel Kay novel.
On the other hand, I don’t necessarily need a video game to surprise me. I find something comforting in a world where all my actions are rewarded, and all my great successes are built around predictable designed mechanics.
Every knife in the back always kills. Every reach for a ledge succeeds. Every leap from great height into a random haystack is a safe landing. It’s something fun to do when I feel the need for mental attaboys.
When I finally finish getting all the achievements and stabbing people in the face, I’ll probably finish reading Push of the Sky by Camille Alexa. I expect her stories to be full of surprises more so than a series of AI bots.
J.M. McDermott - Last Dragon, his first novel, was shortlisted for a Crawford Prize, and #6 on Amazon.com’s Year’s Best SF/F of 2008. It’s currently available from Apex Book Publishing as an inexpensive eBook. By day, he is a game writer for an unannounced XBox 360 title from Xaviant Software, north of Atlanta.
Visit J.M.’s blog: jmmcdermott.blogspot.com
We were supposed to be in Seattle today hanging with the Pitts Clan but sick babies and a sick Jen has us staying home and sitting this one out. Alas.
Hard to believe how much has happened in the last decade. I saw my first two stories come out in 2000. Got divorced, watched the towers fall and officiated my stepdad's funeral in 2001 when Edward Bear came on the scene. Moved south in 2002 and then further south in 2003 when I met Jen. Remarried in 2004 and sold more stories. Left nonprofit behind in 2005 and won Writers of the Future. Wrote Lamentation in 2006. Found an agent, went to Thailand, bought a house, landed a book contract and lost my Mom in 2007. Lost my nephew and wrote a second novel in 2008. Lost my father, wrote a third book, saw two paper babies -- Lamentation and Canticle -- and two meat-and-bone babies -- Lizzy and Rachel -- born in 2009...and saw some great friendships born too.
What will 2010 hold? What will the next ten year cycle hold? Dunno, but like Stubbs, I go to it laughing.
Happy New Year everyone! May you make your dreams come true and find grace, joy, hope, peace, and passion along the way!
Саша еще отсыпается.
Криста пляшет под "Башню Рован".
На столе красуется сумасшедший слон в клеточку, которого вчера принес Дед Мороз.
Я пытаюсь заниматься писаниной - выходной ведь.
С новым годом.
“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts.
It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.
It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill.
It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.
We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.”
--Charles Swindoll
Today is the first day, of the first month, of the new year. Good things are in store. I want to complete two novels this year ( have started, but not completed novels in the past ) so I need a monthly target.
The estimated word count for each novel is going to be 110,000 words. I want to write the first in the first 6 months and the second one the last 6.
If I can, I would like to do it in five months and take a month off for re-reading, changing notes on book 2, update world building, minor editing of book 1,and relaxing. If I hit my target date, that would put the month of leisure time in June when alot of the summer block busters will be out. Maybe I will allow myself to watch a few :)
110,000 words divided by 5 = 22,000 words a month
22, 000 words divided by 4 = 5,500 words a week
5,500 words divided by 7 = 786 words a day
January Writing Goals:
WRITE 786 words a day and post the word count to
novel_in_90 by 9:30 PM
I purchased one of those huge desk sized calendars at Office Max ( and it only cost $4.00 ) where you can fill in appointments and schedules and obligations. What a bargain!
What is your DREAM? What are you going to do this MONTH to make it come true? What are you going to do TODAY to get it moving?
Your future is up to you.
At first, I wanted to say something like:
"I'm not the same person I was ten years ago."
But that's not true. I'm not the same person I thought I was ten years ago. The distinction is entirely important.
I'm sure most people can say the same thing about similar periods in their lives, but... the past ten years have defined me. When the news channels tried to drum up a ridiculous amount of fear over Y2K ticking through the Russian time-zones, I was fifteen.
I think that fifteen-year-old me would be disappointed with where my life is now. I was going to be some sort of scientist, a published author, and famous. Famous at something awesome. (Just WHAT exactly changed regularly.)
But then, fifteen-year-old me hadn't just spent ten years learning that life is far more complicated than they make it out to be in high school and had unrealistic goals. (Don't get pregnant and turn in all your school work and then INSTANT SUCCESS... yeah, not so much.)
So, the oughts, the oughties, the 0-whatevers, etc...
( Cut because long post is long. )
May 2009: "Machine Washable" published in Sybil's Garage no. 6
September 2009: "Advertising at the End of the World" published in Apex Online - Apex is also having a reader's poll for best story of the year.
Winter 2009: "Bone Dice" published in Talebones.
Phew.
Looking forward, I will have stories out in Electric Velocipede and Fantasy Magazine this year. I intend on having a novel finished and shiny by the time I turn OLD (26). Although I'm still going to be spending a few years fixing the mistakes I made in my early 20's, I think I'm overall in a good position for the future.
Money is a problem, but hopefully I'll be able to work things out. The most difficult part will be finishing the transition to being male full time. Chest surgery would make that all kinds of easier, but I can't afford that yet. Boo.
For the next year / ten years, I'm trying not to let my own perceptions of my failure keep me from fixing problems before it's too late.
I'm older, hopefully a bit wiser. I feel like I know who I am. Also, fifteen-year-old me would hopefully be placated by the professional short fiction sale.
Happy New Year! Happy New Decade! Happy 2010!
Finish it off with a song:
VNV Nation - Ghost
- Location:Seattle
- Mood:
tired - Music:VNV Nation - Ghost
I've also added a new poll to the website that can be found in the menu column of the main page. The question I ask is: Would allowing reader comments on stories and artwork published at The Western Online be a good idea? I've seen some sites that allow reader comments and others that don't. I'm sort of divided on the issue. Be sure to vote and let me know what you think.
Happy New Year. Eat lots of black eyed peas and cabbage.
And that's the year it'll be.
photo by dantada at morguefile.com
"We will open the book.
It's pages are blank.
We are going to put words
on them ourselves.
The book is called
Oppurtunity
and it's
first chapter
is
New Year's Day."
--Edith Lovejoy Pierce
The big news for this year was that we finally released the Ephemeris RPG. In addition to doing much of the writing on the core rulebook, I also created a species sourcebook for each of the game's species. I created on character sourcebook, and started on another. I also wrote two adventures for the game, and created some miscellaneous stuff that will be useful for players.
From a professional standpoint, I'm fairly satisfied with the year. I would have liked to have written a little more fiction, but that just didn't seem possible.
From a personal standpoint, this was a great year. Each day brings me one day closer to marrying the most wonderful woman in the world.
See you in 2010!!!
Novels:
The Knights of the Cornerstone - James P. Blaylock
Boneshaker - Cherie Priest
A College of Magics - Caroline Stevermer
Collections:
The Fantasy Writer's Assistant and Other Stories - Jeffrey Ford
Pretty Monsters - Kelly Link
In the Palace of Repose - Holly Phillips
Anthologies:
The Living Dead - ed. John Joseph Adams
Wastelands - ed. John Joseph Adams
Fantasy: The Best of the Year 2008 - ed. Rich Horton
It was a big year for fantasy in my world, it seems. I can live with that. I also mixed a little bit of reality into my reading, but not enough to mess up my escapism.
Non-fiction:
The Tipping Point - Malcolm Gladwell
The Plot Thickens: 8 Ways to Bring Fiction to Life - Noah Lukeman
Writing the Breakout Novel - Donald Maass
If you've read these books, what did you think of them? And which books stood out for you in 2009?
Happy New Year!

Yeah, this journal is becoming baby photo spam :)
Our New Year's Eve was spent mostly sleeping (slept through midnight, but was up at about 2am to feed the little dude), though we did manage to get out for a few hours in the early evening to go and visit
- Mood:
awake
Through the great mind fog of 2009's agony and stress and illness and limbo, and unrelenting financial hell, all resulting in daily one-step-at-a-time survival mode, I am trying to remember what it is that has happened to me this past year, in terms of writing career and other publishing stuff.
Wow, now that I think about it, more things actually happened than I remembered at first.
I'd almost forgotten I was a Nebula finalist for the second time. Oh, ok, so that was this year. I thought the Nebulas here in L. A. had been a year or more ago....
Time is a fluid entity, stretching in my mind like taffy over a fogged cauldron of some kind of opaque bubbling life-liquid. Even the events of the past day, much less a week or a month, are like a hazy dream. I have never been so internally focused in my life, so "centripetal," as I had been this past year, pretty much living in the funnel of my head, my body alternating its physical presence between two rooms, leaving the house briefly to run errands (store, pharmacy to get mom's prescriptions, post office, vet, and that's it).
Really scary terrifying narrow focus, where it becomes difficult to move a limb from the combination of apathy and the work focus. It is pure survival mode -- you don't enjoy or even experience the world around you; you merely exist to produce/create/deduct/analyze words and images with your mind, staring at the computer screen, then sleep (briefly and sporadically), eat whatever crap is at hand, work again, spend a lot of time being sick, bleeding or otherwise, while the sun rises and sets around you at complete odds with your internal clock... what internal clock?
Anyway, here are my concrete (quantifiable) "accomplishments" of the year, dredged up out of the thick cauldron of mind-haze.
- Was a Nebula Awards Finalist for the second time -- novella category this time, for The Duke in His Castle.
- Sold a new Compass Rose story "Niola's Last Stand" to Black Gate Magazine.
- Sold a SmartPop essay to BenBella Books on a topic I cannot announce yet (but it's awesome).
- In April, reissued my own collection Salt of the Air, revised and expanded with additional three stories, through Norilana.
- Received a couple of film rights inquiries from production companies (it came to nothing) and sub-rights foreign inquiries (also came to nothing).
- Wrote, illustrated, packaged and released a novel, Mansfield Park and Mummies, a Jane Austen monster parody, in under 4 months.
- A day before Christmas, my BofA mortgage loan modification papers finally came, a miracle!
- Released 48 books through Norilana, an even mixture of originals and classic reprints. This is a very low volume, only half of my normal 100-books-a-year business output. My productivity was cut down by half, attributable to the hellish stress of the year.
And now, for a very stunned and random Recap of the Decade... Simultaneously the worst and most intense (not necessarily the best) of my life.
- Finally bought my very own house in 2000 after decades of trying and various financial misfortunes, qualified for a Fannie Mae sub-prime loan (later refinanced twice). This was the culmination of a poor immigrant's dream for me and my family.
- Lost day job, got laid off, rehired for night shift, then company merger, company gone, lost job again, for most of 2002.
- Declared bankruptcy in 2002. My bankruptcy lawyer told me I should have done it years ago, instead of enduring so many years of hell (post my 90s fiasco of auto accident + insurance company fraud perpetrated against me).
- Became a fulltime freelancer in 2002.
- Refinanced home loan twice in 2003-2005 to mostly make repairs and to live on while doing sporadic freelance work.
- In 2005 finally remodeled the fixer-upper house (complete remodel of kitchen, two bathrooms, laundry room, new stone fence, most of roof, 11 new windows, new copper plumbing and new sewer (that one last year).
- Lost and gained too many companion animals to mention, though I am going to try. Gained: Silva, Charlie, Robin, Simeon, Slavik, Eugene, Nella, Shura, Murray, Johnny. Lost to illness, accident, or old age: Masha, Susie, Seryozha, Zaika, Tasia, Misha, Sasha, Silva, Simeon, Slavik, Eugene, Nella, Shura, Angel, Tarasik, Rafik, Sophie.
- My first novel, Dreams of the Compass Rose came out in May, 2002 from Wildside Press (and in TPB in September, 2004). I busted my ass and used the last of my money promoting it as I was filing for bankruptcy (and gained the ugly reputation of an over-aggressive self-promoter fool when in fact I was singlehandedly fighting for my book's life). A handful of people read it. It made the Preliminary Nebula Ballot, was not even considered for the Tiptree because the judge lost the copy (!!) and disappeared in POD obscurity despite my best efforts and due to sheer crap luck (ibooks bankruptcy to top off this cherry sundae of hell) that has plagued me for the greater part of my writing life.
- My second novel, Lords of Rainbow, an epic fantasy about a world without color (that took me 18 years to write and dream), came out a year later in March, 2003 from Betancourt & Company (imprint of Wildside Press), then in TPB in September, 2004 (insert repeat of sad publication story, but this time even worse, since mostly things were out of my hands. The two books were contracted simultaneously, so in some ways it's a chicken-egg technicality to order them in terms of release date.)
- My far future novella The Clock King and the Queen of the Hourglass came out from PS Publishing, UK in 2005, made the Locus recommended list.
- Debut collection Salt of the Air finally came out 2 years late in September 2006 from Prime Books. Later, revised and expanded version of Salt of the Air I reissued myself through Norilana in April, 2009.
- Out of sheer desperation, I started my sole proprietorship small business Norilana Books in August 2006. To date, Norilana has 258 titles in print (and only 3 of them are my own books), and is proud to be the publisher of Tanith Lee, Sherwood Smith, Modean Moon, John Grant, William Sanders, Eugie Foster, Mike Allen, JoSelle Vanderhooft, Catherynne M. Valente, David Dvorkin, Leonore H. Dvorkin, Deborah J. Ross, Rosemary Hawley Jarman, Roby James, Ken Rand, The Marion Zimmer Bradley Literary Works Trust, Elisabeth Waters, Adam Campan, Dave Hutchinson, and numerous short fiction authors.
- Got a HELOC, and since they did not give me the amount I asked, I went into credit debt again to float the new business.
- In 2007 my mother was diagnosed with ovarian cancer, got complete abdominal hysterectomy, chemo, three operations, one for corrective hernia, had to wear a wound vac to suction wound for over 4 months, was hospitalized 3 times. I took care of her round the clock.
- My Compass Rose short story "The Story of Love" originally published in Salt of the Air, then reprinted in Best New Romantic Fantasy #2, was a 2007 Nebula Award Finalist, and I attended the Nebula Awards Weekend in Austin, TX.
- I attended my college 20th reunion in 2008, and my 20th high school reunion in 2004.
- Meanwhile, after simultaneous deterioration while mom was being sick, my father died on February 1, 2008, just over a month after turning ninety. His ashes are scattered and buried in our back yard garden under the rose bushes -- part of the reason why I can never let this house go...
- In memory of my father I finished my baroque fantasy novella The Duke in His Castle, and released it myself through Norilana in illustrated book form. The novella was a 2008 Nebula Award Finalist. I attended the Nebula Awards Weekend here in Los Angeles.
- From 2008 to 2009 is a haze of mortgage hell, with Countrywide then Bank of America, as the economy crashed and my home was now over $100,000 underwater in terms of equity. No financial institution (but many good kind friends) would loan me money for business startup (since of course the bankruptcy was on my record still).
- In a desperate attempt to stay solvent, completed and released a novel, Mansfield Park and Mummies, a Jane Austen monster parody, in under 4 months.
- In all this time I wrote lord knows how many short stories, I don't know, but too few, since I mostly struggled with the money and taking care of parents and other problems, so writing was very odd and sporadic.
- Entered my 40s. Middle age, wow.
In general, it was a rough and hard-working decade. There was never time to complete a new novel on spec, and no agent or editor wanted to buy any of my novels on proposal. And since I could not take the time to write the novels without an advance, this was a vicious circle. I am a competent, reasonably talented writer with professional habits and ability to work to deadline, who -- to this day! -- has never sold a novel to a major house, and it makes me furious as all hell. While I am wallowing in LIVELIHOOD BASICS, in trying to stay afloat, in getting food every month, life is flowing by, and I am all alone, and all I want is to write those marvelous books that are packing my head, ready to come out, and I can't because I have to make money in some other ways.
I would say, fuck this past decade. But I won't. It was just too complex, too intense, too much of a rite of passage.
This coming decade, things will necessarily be better. So say we all! :-)
Happy New Year, and Happy New Decade, Everyone!
Happy new year. May this one be kinder, funnier and more interesting than the last.
Photo by my good friend Brian Wood, who’s away with his family tonight. My family’s asleep, and I’m sitting here with whisky in the glass and Michael Cashmore’s SLEEP ENGLAND on the speakers, brushing the last traces of a brief snow flurry off my shaven head, and thinking about the future. Annual tradition, maybe, or perhaps just something coded into my bones. It’s the only way I know to break the new year in: to sit in the quieter part of the night and think.
This is Warren Ellis dot com, broadcasting into 2010.

I’m going to try keeping this brief, because there’s not much good to say about two thousand and nine. I’m sure that, many years ahead, I’ll look back upon this year and have kinder words for it: character building, challenging, a turning point. Right now the pain is too close to analyze.
I believe the next year will be a turning point. There are many fine tendrils weaving their way towards good things. A brilliant, talented wife that tolerates my eccentricities with grace and snarky comments. Many fine people, met or imagined, that I now call friend. Writing that improves with each passing day. A job that, despite some rocky months this past year, continues to give me the freedom to craft my own future.
I’ve set many goals for the next year, personal and professional. Getting debt from the divorce paid and forever behind me. Getting personal finances in order. Deciding where we want to live and finding a house. Writing and editing many stories. Submitting said stories. Get more physically fit. Start walking again. Maybe take martial arts again. Things I, more or less, have control over. No more stressing over the things I don’t.
In like a lion, out like a lamb. A pretty apt description of this decade. Ten years ago I was working in New York City, a consultant for NBC. Working New Years Eve, armed with a special security badge (which I still have somewhere) allowing me into the building on the eve of the new millennium. Y2K fever spread rampantly, with security precautions and stockpiling. Much ado about nothing. Follow that with 9/11 and Hurricane Katrina. As we bring this decade to its close, this era of ineptitude, insecurity theater, underwear bombers, Jon & Kate, and the Octomom, I say good riddance. Bitterly. Let’s have some forward progress and substance in the next ten years, eh?
[Crossposted from Adam Israel. If you'd like to comment, you can do so either here or there.]
And then, well, I was awake. And yesterday's mail told me that my unemployment payment this week was partial, which probably means I've reached the end of the extended payments. I'm hoping that the extra extension is in effect already, otherwise I don't know what I'll do for money when the small amount I've been able to keep set aside from my tax return this year is gone. Anyone want to commission me for anything, now's your chance!!!
Being awake, and assuming that the unemployment office is closed until next year, I set to working on something that I can do, and got about 2000 words in on the Grandmother Marie story, bringing it nearly to 2900 words. It's somewhere in the vicinity of half done now; I wanted to finish the first draft today, but eventually the fact that I hadn't gotten my 8 hours sleep set my eyelids drifting downward, and I returned to bed. I've got to figure out a real title for that story!
Now my bath is running, I entered the SF Reader short story contest, and I'm packing stuff so I can draw icons as thank-yous for the donors who've supported me the most in cash and comments this year at the New Year's party at Lytheria.
And then I dropped in to the creators' forums at Torn World and noticed there's banners to use for Torn World -- it's opening VERY soon now, in 2010. But 2010 is now just hours away! I'm not sure exactly when Ellen will declare it officially open, it could be as early as Midnight in whatever Alaska time zone Ellen lives in, but here's the site: http://www.tornworld.net Check it out!!!
There is already some public content on the site, and there will be more--fiction, poetry, and artwork. And there will be significantly more content for subscribers, as well as a system of credits so you can vote with your cash to let us know which pieces you like best. You will also be able to adopt characters, and to contact writers and artists to commission stories or artwork about them, if you don't want to write a story yourself--and your character will be able, in the stories, to interact with other characters in the Torn World. I'm very excited to see how this will all work in practice!!! There's a system to have stories approved as "canon", or officially part of the Torn World, which includes checking with the owners of any character in a story, so if you own a character, no one can marry them off (for instance) without your approval.
- Location:here and there, and there too!
- Mood:
excited
Presented here for personal reference, and the sake of motivation. Plenty was set into motion in 2009 — Dreadnought, (part of) Clementine, Bloodshot, and my contribution to Fort Freak were all written and are now in editorial process — but there’s lots I’d like to see get underway in 2010. So here’s my tally of the definite stuff, and the stuff that definitely needs to happen next year.
- Fathom released in mass market (February 2010)
- Clementine released (May 2010)
- Dreadnought released (fall 2010?)
- Bloodshot released (late in 2010, I assume - maybe early 2011)
- Fort Freak released (late in 2010 I assume - maybe early 2011)
- Write Hellbent and hand it in by summer
- Draw up pitches for 2 more Clockwork Century books, Ganymede and Jacaranda
- Hone pitch for unrelated novel Maplecroft and begin writing it
- Hone pitch/content for unrelated novel Engines of Wrath and possibly finish it
- Hone pitch/content for YA novel The Storming and possibly finish it
Definitely happening:
Definitely needs to happen:
We are hosting a NYE party and hope that goes well.
Just a bit sad at the moment.
edg
Mirrored from Artifacts.
Happy New Year, friends! Here’s wishing you all happiness and success in the months to come.
This will be the final post on this blog. Don’t panic, I am not giving up blogging! I have just decided to switch addresses a little, to the main page of www.dumoski.com. I’ve also decided to start over with a clean slate while I make the move. I won’t be deleting the content here, but it won’t be updated, and it won’t be automatically included in the new blog set up, either.
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In 2010 (which is pronounced “twenty-ten” in my head), heaven only knows what will become of us. The older I get, the more strongly I feel that I have precious little control over much of anything; but the things that are within my authority, I will do my best to manage.
Mind you, I don’t smoke, don’t drink to any prohibitive excess, and I’m not interested in losing weight (though I’m a little out of shape). I already keep my home tidy as a matter of personal routine. My credit cards are finally paid off. And, quite frankly, the bad habits I indulge are not the kind I can be bothered to address. My capacity for resolution is therefore somewhat limited.
Ergo. This year I’d like to sell more books, but I can only resolve to continue writing more books. To this end, I’m going to once more make it my goal to write every single day, even if it isn’t much. Likewise, I’d like to get in better shape, but I can only resolve to maintain my present exercise regimen and eat reasonably.
So I guess that’s it. I resolve to keep on keepin’ on. It’ll either be enough, or it won’t.
[Crossposted to/from my website. If you'd like to comment, you can do so either here or there.]
I just got paid for a tweet. *fits of giggles*
Lindsay, of course, got published by Thaumatrope before I did *shakes fist* but I suspect our stories will be not too far apart. Go team Winnipeg - taking over twitterzines one tiny story at a time. :)
I would love to post an exhaustive retrospective myself, but I simply have no time. Why? Well, for the one reason that, for
Even though Nomi and I have been off most of this week, the girls have filled almost every minute of our time, making it difficult to accomplish much else. (See my post Traction for more on this.) Sleep has also been an issue; it's hard to sleep late when a crying baby demands your attention. And although we've been invited to a party tonight, we couldn't get baby-sitting in time so we're going to have it to miss it.
But I wouldn't have it any other way.
May 2010 grant all of us everything we're hoping for.
Me? I've got to go watch some kids....
Said I wouldn't list the 2009 stuff. Did you really believe that?
A list of things...
Novel subbed
Rock climbing
Freedom regained
Different novel finished
Unpierced belly buttons - first time in ten years! (no I'm not going to explain this one)
All sorts of publications (see www.gustavobondoni.com.ar for details, not going to list it here)
Tennis - how long had it been, anyway?
Old friends rediscovered
Solo singing once again, seven years later
New friends made
Web site created
Saw Metropolis for the first time
Lots of goals
Well, happy new year again!
I am not big on making year-in-review posts, still less big on making decade-in-review posts. So instead I will mention two Christmas present things. One is that this was apparently the year for things to wear upon my wrist. From my grandmother I got a much-needed watch (so now we just have to take it to Macy's to get it sized).
The other thing is that
This predates Christmas, but I've also really been digging Antje Duvekot's album The Near Demise of the High Wire Dancer, and no, not just because it starts with a song about vertigo. There's one she wrote after reading a bio of Woody Guthrie, and you can totally tell if you read that particular bio too. And as long as I'm talking about music, have my best New Year's song, Josh Ritter's "Empty Hearts". Josh sorta looks like a scruffy Muppet in this particular bit of video, but I understand there are those among you who like that sort of thing. I'm pretty croaky, but I may still see if
I see that end of year / end of decade lists are prevalent here on lj. So I will add my two-bits worth.
Best movie 2009... well I only went to one movie at the theater this year and I'm pretty sure it's not the best. But it was a lot of fun and better than I expected, Star Trek.
The best movie I saw, at home, this year was, The Assassination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford.
The best fiction I read this year (this was tight so I'll name a few); The Phoenix Guards by Stephen Brust, this was a rollicking fun read. A close second would be The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. And third would be, The Reader by Bernhard Schlink, translated into English by Carol Brown Janeway.
Best short story, Haxan by Kenneth Mark Hoover. I am so pleased to hear that Mark is planning to write a Haxan novel.
Best nonfiction, The Last Stand of the Tin Can Sailors by James D. Hornfischer. This also makes my best of the decade.
I thought these were the decade's10 best films: Downfall, Children of Men, Pan's Labyrinth, In the Bedroom, Grizzly Man, The Lord of the Rings (Trilogy), Gladiator, Being John Malkovich, The Diving Bell and the Butterfly, No Country for Old Men.
Downfall was amazing, the great Bruno Ganz's portrayal of Hitler makes one realize that Adolf Hitler was a human being and not some alien monster. That realization makes the atrocities of WWII, and throughout history, more horrific.
Peter Jackson's The Lord of the Rings (Trilogy) was terrific, but I question if anyone can read the novel with the same joy and wonder than before these epic films were made. As a reader, I cannot help but think that an awful cost has been paid by the making of these films.
Best novel I read this decade was, Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell by Susanna Clark. This is one of my five favorite novels of all time. To me, it exemplifies the reason to read fiction.
Best nonfiction, I named one, The Last Stand of the Tin Can Sailors by James D. Hornfischer and here are two more: Moscow 1812: Napoleon's Fatal March by Adam Zamoyski and Stalingrad by Antony Beevor.
Happy New Year!
- Music:NCAA football is on, it's Bowl season
A happy 2010 to one and all. Have a great and safe evening.
You know all those things they say happen only once in a blue moon? Well, tonight’s the night that they all happen. Beware.
Next interesting date: February 1st, 2010. Why? because in the US, it’s a palindromic date: 01 02 20 10. In the UK, it’s January 2nd that’s palindromic.
We went to see Sherlock Holmes a couple of days ago. A decent movie, lovely to behold. I felt myself bristling against some of the liberties they took with Holmes and, to a lesser extent, with Watson. Lestrade was almost perfectly true to Doyle. The scenery was visually stunning. I especially liked the Tower Bridge. I thought Robert Downey, Jr. mumbled a little, making some of his lines hard to understand. On the whole it was a fairly good film. Loved the Irish music, too, especially the Dubliners.
Yesterday we saw Blind Side. Sandra Bullock is really good in this film. The story itself is almost devoid of dramatic tension. They try to inject some with the incident with the NCAA investigation and the one instance where Big Mike vanishes, but for all intents and purposes, once Bullock’s character sets her mind on her goal, it rolls out pretty much without complication. Even her own kids don’t rebel or object in the least to the new status quo. I smiled at the irony of a woman who is such a socialite but at the same time a Taco Bell heiress of sorts. Kathy Bates brings a little humor to the story, but her “confession” felt a tad forced.
I don’t think I mentioned The Hangover, which we saw a week or so ago. It had its moments. Wasn’t as over the top or raunchy as I expected it to be, which isn’t a bad thing as I don’t tend to go in for that sort of film. A few bits were brilliant, some clever, and a fair number missed the target, but on the whole it was okay. I think the concept could have been made much, much funnier, though.
Finished reading The Unbearable Lightness of Scones by Alexander McCall Smith and moving into The Double Comfort Safari Club, also by AMS. Also reading Sleepless by Charlie Huston. An interesting concept but the book’s structure is a little confusing, at least in the early going. I also finished Don Quixote, finally. Glad to have read it, and was a bit surprised by how mean-spirited it could be at times, especially with poor Sancho Panza being “sentenced” to lashings and pinchings and slaps, on a whim. At least he figured out a way to get around the lashings.
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Longtime review and news site IROSF announced today that they would be shutting down in February.
Seattle, WA, 12/30/2009 – After six years of publication the Internet Review of Science Fiction (irosf.com) will cease operations after the February, 2010 issue. Publisher L Blunt “Bluejack” Jackson and Editor Stacey Janssen expressed their gratitude to all the subscribers, contributors, authors, and especially the volunteers who made IROSF such a success since its first issue in January, 2004.
Continuous financial shortfalls added to the challenges of publishing IROSF, and Jackson has expressed his intent to turn to new challenges related to the economy and logistics of Internet publishing. “What we learned with IROSF and AEon Speculative Fiction was that neither traditional nor community-driven economic models met our needs, and that the complexity of managing a distributed volunteer pool burned people out, despite a steady increase in revenue and readership. Our plan is to use this knowledge, and the ready availability of new distribution channels, to create the kind of environment that would have empowered the editors to achieve the success that IROSF’s superb content always deserved.”
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There is no year 0. Decades begin in the year 01 and end at the end of X0 (10, 20, 30...).
2001 was the first year of the 21st century. 2011 is the first year of the second decade of that century.
But, hey, who am I to stand against decades of marketing?
But when my friends offered me the chance to visit a town whose economy has totally been transformed by vampire books? Well. You can see why someone with my job had to come along and see this for myself.
First up, you need to understand the journey. Forks is not close to Seattle. The most efficient way to get there is to take a ferry across Puget Sound and then drive through the Olympic Peninsula--a trip taking almost 4 hours total (one way).

I was accompanied by author Mark Henry, his wife Caroline, Tor editor Heather Osborn (visiting from New York and the catalyst for this trip), and jewelry-marker/bookseller Synde. Although we drove in an SUV, we were packed in pretty cozily.

The drive led us through some pretty remote places, filled with little commerce and houses with collapsed roofs. Some of my companions found this completely astounding, but well...if you drove about 10 miles out of my hometown in Michigan and took away the rainforest, the landscape really isn't so different.
We ate lunch along the way in the most disgusting Taco Bell I have ever seen. Seriously. There were swarms of flies hovering in the air, which--as Caroline pointed out--had to have come from something inside the restaurant since it was so cold out. Why we stayed, I have no clue.
When we finally reached Forks, we were given a warm (if rainy) welcome.

Our first stop was the Forks Visitor Center so that we could figure out what sights to see. Unsurprisingly, the center has long since embraced its town's current claim to fame and tourism.


The people at the visitor's center were super nice and helpful, ready with a packet full of the town's Twilight info. They were also more than willing to let us do some photo ops.

Outside the visitor's center was--wait for it--Bella's truck. And Mark and Caroline didn't hesitate to reenact one of Twilight's most famous scenes.

Since they were on a roll and because Mark had perfected his Edward expression, they also performed the spider monkey scene.

We set out on the road then and visited the first stop on the driving tour: the designated Swan home, a private residence we were told not to disturb.

That, of course, meant we had to visit the "Cullen House," which actually bears little resemblance to the one in Twilight. It's a bed and breakfast, which has designated itself the Cullen House and undoubtedly benefits from that title.

The B&B, however, leaves "notes from Esme" on its porch in an effort to enhance the authenticity.

After this came Forks High School, again showing reality doesn't always resemble fiction. Much like the country drive, the small and plain appearance of FHS was a little foreign to some in my party, but again...it's not that different from what I grew up with.

One last stop completed our driving tour: the Forks Hospital. As you can see, Carlisle has been given his own parking sport...though he apparently has to share it with delivery trucks. I'd be nervous about damage to my car if I were him.

We then moved on to what's truly taken over the town: commerce and Twilight merchandising. There was a LOT of it. Aside from the exclusive Twilight gift shops, almost every business found some way to utilize the books.

The gift shops had every Twilight item you can imagine. Some were naturally expected:

Some were not what I expected:

You'd think this would be enough for one day, but we were just getting started. After Forks, we had to move onto to Jacob's territory of La Push, located on the Quileute Reservation. Its welcome sign was a little different from the Forks one.

Naturally, werewolves were quite welcome! And what La Push lacked in gift shops, it more than made up for in gorgeous scenery.

Having seen all we could in the Forks/La Push area, we turned around and headed east toward the urban sprawl of Seattle. Well...we did have one more stop to make. An hour or so outside of Forks, we swung through Port Angeles, which famously holds the Italian restaurant where Bella and Edward had their first date.

Just like the Forks businesses, Bella Italia more than willing to use Twilight where it could, even featuring what Bella ate in the book. While eating, we were visited by author Gwen Hayes, who lives in the area. She was lovely and proved that when you Tweet and Facebook your every location, people can find you.

The restaurant's food was excellent and served a special wine made by a local winery: Twilight sparkling Syrah.

Finally, we were able to make the journey home for real, and by the time we got on the ferry back to Seattle, the signs of a 15-hour adventure were starting to take their toll:

And that concludes my epic Forks adventure.
What did I learn? First, that western Washington is not so different from western Michigan. Second, that you can tie any type of merchandise into a movie/book: shirts, lunch boxes, jars of honey, coffee, bumper stickers, knit hats, shot glasses, pajamas, candles, makeup, and much, much more.
Finally, and most importantly, I learned that I have made a serious mistake in not setting Vampire Academy in a real town.
- Location:Living room
- Mood:
enthralled
I was appalled at my writing, my (lack of) writing goals and what I considered success back then. Boy, times have changed. Then again, writing was not my main focus. Being a SQA engineer and gaming with my friends was. Though, it was in 2000 when I got angry/motivated to stop dreaming and to become the author I wanted to be.
When I look at where I was and where I am right now, I have to say, despite the hard parts, the Naughties were really good to me. Best and most important was finding Jeff, falling in love with him and getting married. That supersedes everything else. Even my writing career. Though, creating my writing career out of nothing is a close second. I started with RPG book reviews and look at me now – I'm writing novels, RPG books, and short fiction while editing semiprozines, reading slush and creating/editing anthologies. It really has been an amazing decade for me.
Looking forward, I have nothing but goodness coming along with a lot of hard work that is well worth the pain I am going to go through. Sometimes, it boggles the mind that I have six books scheduled to come out in 2010 and that's not including any of the private discussions I've had with publishers about other projects.
Yes, there were some very low points during the last decade, but overall, I'm going to call it a win because of Jeff and my writing career. Everything else didn't kill me and just made me stronger. The next decade will be just as good or better.
One on One Advanced Level Fiction Writing Mentorships in the Literature of the Fantastic (fantasy, science fiction, magical realism, etc.)
with Nalo Hopkinson
The first term of writing mentorships I offered is going well, (November 2009 to January 2010) and is coming to an end, so I’ve decided to undertake a second term. Via email, I’ll be conducting one-on-one mentorships in writing fantasy and science fiction. These are independent mentorships (i.e. offered privately by me, not through an educational institution).
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I've also hit a milestone with this one. Which is weird? Who'd have thought I'd ever be this old? Not I ;-).
Anyway, a Happy new year to everyone.
So, this is where I measure my accomplishments against my goals for the year.
2009 Writing Goals
Overall, I count this as a productive year. You'll notice I'm not counting the slush reading or the pays-the-bills writing because those are now just part of me and what I do. On the plus side, the new editor at Amazon loves what I'm doing and is giving me more.
2010 Writing Goals
I'm not doing as much in the way of new writing as compared to last year because I have 3 books and 3 anthologies scheduled to come out in 2010. I will need to manage both the books' releases (and all that goes with that) and the anthologies (creation, editing, releases). That's a lot to do when you think about it. Plus, the new writing and the convention circuit. I'm going to WorldCon 2010 and spending an extra week in Australia. I'm pretty excited about that. 2010 is going to be an excellent year.
Oh yes, not to forget, there is the Edge of Propinquity, year 5 – Endings & New Beginnings. I'm so proud of my little zine. There were times I was going to give up on it but I didn't and it is looking so good.
- 09:55 The battlecry of an independent publisher. (not me) bit.ly/8RPOAA #
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Dear Editors,
I am a MFA creative writing student at the University of North Texas. Attached is a story from my portfolio for a writing class. I hope you can use it. Thanks, [Redacted].
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Subject: RE: submissions for TEoP
Hello,
Thank you for submitting your story to The Edge of Propinquity semiprozine. This story does not meet the guidelines/theme for The Edge of Propinquity. Please carefully reread the Submission Guidelines and try again.
http://www.edgeofpropinquity.net/librar
1. Improper subject set up.
2. Attachment instead of the story in the body of the email.
3. Clear indication that author has not read the Edge of Propinquity website, much less the guidelines.
Editor's note: If you cannot be bothered to read the submission guidelines for the site you are submitting for, your stories will be rejected unread - just like this one has been.
Thank you,
Jennifer Brozek
Editor, The Edge of Propinquity
http://www.edgeofpropinquity.net/defaul
The story is long and boring and can be found it the filtered entries if you want to read it. But they had to email me claiming that my bullying didn't affect their decision to pay me right away but my desperation did. As in "you're a poor writer so we're being generous and giving you money now" with a knife twisting "I don't know if you want repeat business but you aren't getting it from us." Well ladida.
I told them that they could spin it how they wanted as long as I get paid and they accused me of defamation. Whatever. I'm done with this group. I'm also done working for non-profits. I like the rabbis that come out of YCT and I like its mission ("spiritual writing" classes notwithstandign) but its office staff is rubbish.
Anyhow, I write this last entry to reiterate something every freelancer should know about non-profits. Don't work for them if you have a choice. Best not to work for ones that you think are worthwhile unless you are prepared to be disappointed. If you do accept a job with them, make sure to get cash in advance. Don't turn in all materials until you are fully recompensed for all work. Else, you'll have to pull teeth to get paid in a timely fashion.
Maybe that's a good reason to not have "mega-churches".
1) Денег
2) Мира во всем мире
3) Побольше времени и сил
Тогда я куплю все что мне хочется и сделаю то, что планирую.
Чего и всем желаю.
See? I do learn, eventually. O:)
So, short list.
Plus, it's not like I can't revise/edit more shorts besides these ones. This is just my alpha group.
( The Short List of 2010 (not so short, thus the merciful cut) )
And that's a list. I'm aiming to pick doable, specific, manageable goals for this year--keeping it low-key and not stressful, but still productive and moving forward. Next up: novels.
~Merc
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hopeful - Music:"I Rise, You Fall" (Transformers 2 ST)




